Реших да споделя някои мои неща... Не мога да ги нарека текстове, а по-скоро идеи/рими (поеми??). Не бих казала, че са особено дълбокомислени, по-скоро изразяват как съм се чувствала в определени моменти.
Повечето нямат заглавия за момента:
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Feed your greed with my sins
Sprinkle salt in my wounds
Why can't you just break me
Break me...
Sink your teeth in my flesh
Push me over the edge
Drain away all my blood
Stuff my veins with your dirt
I fly so high [You rip my wings off]
I die every night [You smile and stab me]
I cry on my knees [You spit in my face]
But there's no one who can save me
[Nobody wants to] Save me!
Blame me for your mistakes
Throw my effort in vain
Why won't you just waste me
Waste me...
Crush my bones with your fists
Steal the air that I breathe
Pour your stench down on me
Come on pour it all over me
^ Признавам, това го писах с мелодията на Man In The Box на Alice In Chains в главата ми
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Even though I see the gun that points at my head
Seems like my course's set and there is no other way
Bullet flying swiftly towards me in slow-mo
I can see it coming, ain't no chance to avoid
Sit back and enjoy.
Gradually sliding deeper inside my pit
You rip my heart out of my chest but who gives a shit
I bite my tongue and bend my head hoping you approve
Should I change my mood to be more convenient to you
Once again I end up stunned by your insight
Your divine light burns my eyes
And all my effort won't ever be enough
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These feelings invading my heart like a plague
I wish I could manage to push them away
The darkness is creeping demanding my thoughts
I'm falling in deeper unable to stop
This vortex of struggle and pain in my heart
Will drain me away, it will tear me apart
Despair has stricken its fangs in my mind
I long to escape but there is no way out
I wake up from slumber feeling regret
I wish I could find some way to forget
The poisonous memories filling my head
Moments, once happy now I came to dread
Bound by the chains of my own haunting dreams
My mind is a prison, it's too hard to breathe
There's no place to go and nothing to change
And all that is left is to wait 'till all fades
^ Това го писах в един по-тежък период от живота ми... В последствие се превърна в текст на една от песните на групата в която пея.
Имам още доста, но смятам че това е достатъчно за момента. Предварително се извинявам за възможните граматически грешки - не съм от англо-говоряща страна и не претендирам, че знам английски език перфектно.